Once again I would like to thank you all for your kindness, patience, harsh, mean, sarcastic comments. It's all with noble intentions and I greatly appreciate that. I have come from a broken home and is an idiot in handling relationships.
Well, as everyone, except me, had expected, the Love of my Life turns out to be the Curse of my Life. Four years of entangled webs of deceit and betrayal has finally ended as I see the truth while she is still ravelling her tales and lies.
While I lost two grandmothers in the space of one month in Oct 2019, she was sowing her wild oats with at least two other men. I guess love means a different thing to me now.
Just to touch a bit on my wife. She is a weird breed. When I was doing fine, she was physically abusive. There was barely a day where I was not beaten up and scratched all over my body. I think she has what people call bipolar. She blames every misfortune that happens to her family in China on me. We went through a very rough patch. We were very nearly divorced. I even doubted that my daughter was my own.
Now, though I am facing bankruptcy, she refuses to leave me. After this whole sickening experience, she is facing some challenges with her health and she made me realise that I have been spending all my time and love on the wrong person. I know she will be ok.