Ouch! You say just because of your skin color, it puts you at fault! Does that make you feel welcome here? Do you feel sometimes, that you are seen, just as a walking ATM? I understand what you mean, in having pity of the people that call this place home!
But really, Is it a foreigners fault, that the life here, is like it is? Yes, I come from a more prosperous country also, but I didn't ask for the life I was given! When I was young, I worked odd jobs, that payed little money. I couldn't afford a college education, but I worked hard, and made enough money to have a decent life! I became a farmer, and grew most of my own food. In my country, I am considered a lower income person! No Lobster,Caviar, Oysters, or Foie Gras! But I still had the desire to travel, so I came to SE Asia, to experience life with the Buddhist, Hindu, Muslim, Etc.
I saw that the small amount of money I had, was more than what these people had, so I helped some and bought them things to improve their lives!
But I also realized, that it was not my fault these people's lives, are like they are! It is up to them to elect the right Government, pay their taxes, help each other also, work hard! Just because they go to their Temples, and Pray! Doesn't mean that their prayers will be answered! You have to live the right way, and give the best you can!
I know some will say, it's because the rich nations, are taking advantage of these people, and their resources, but these Nations are also responsible for their situation! You cannot deny the Greed and Corruption here!
I don't want their Gold, Tin, Palm Oil, Tigers, or Orangutans! I just want to experience their beautiful lands, and cultures! And along the way, help them as much as I can! I don't mean to offend anyone in what I say!